Well, I'm sitting here
in Dr. Tan's office waiting my turn. Once again, I'm thankful for all the love,
prayers, concerns, texts, emails, messages, etc. I've received in preparation
of this appointment. I don't want to seem too needy but I sure do appreciate
them all!!
I woke up about an hour before my alarm this morning and
couldn't get back to sleep. I eventually got up to begin the day. While my mind
and soul are calm, my body isn't so much. Perhaps I'll feel like eating after
my appointment. Anyway, I went ahead and went to Whataburger to have coffee
with the gang after getting well wishes and hugs from Eileen and my daughters. At
Whataburger, Mr. Huff, my 92-year-old coffee drinking friend, told me that I'd
be on the prayer chain of his church this morning. As I believe that some
things can only be managed or obtained through prayer, I think these test
results are well covered. If it doesn't turn out so well, I'll still know that
I'm blessed to be in whatever shape I am, and blessed to have the loving
thoughts and prayers of so many. The worst I expect today is to be told my
cancer is active to the point of needing to go back to MD Anderson. Anything
less than that I will consider a blessed victory. I'm also so thankful to not
be in the shape that other patients in this waiting room, and waiting rooms
across this globe, are in.
I'm back in a treatment room now. My blood pressure was a
little high. Well, that's no surprise; the room is cold but I'm sweating too!
The heart palpitations I've been having recently are here too. As far as that
goes, the nausea and gastric reflux that comes with Gleevec are very much with
me too. Oh well, it'll be over soon. In fact, I just heard Dr. Tan go into the
next room. I'm next. It's 9:33 and I'll continue this after I leave here.
I’m back and it’s such a relief to be back in
remission!! Praise God!! Thank you again for everything!!
I’ll go back to MD Anderson in August. I’ won’t see Dr. Tan
until December, but I’m to get another blood test and keep him posted on a
couple of items. My WBC count which equates to my immunity continues to drop.
My vulnerability to infection is quite high.
Actually, it’s worse if I catch a bug because I don’t have much to fight
it off with. Gleevec is especially what takes my WBC count and immunity down.
So, I’m to be rechecked the first part of June for my WBC count. Dr. Tan says
if it continues to go lower then it’s back to MD Anderson for another bone
marrow biopsy and reconsideration of Gleevec.
Dr. Tan wants me to increase my anti-reflux medicines to see
if that decreases the reflux and associated heart palpitations I’ve been having.
I told him just having such great news might make it all go away! He chuckled
but then said that Gleevec can precipitate heart problems. He ran a heart
stress test on me last year or so and the results turned out great. I presume
that my body will calm down now that my health prognosis is so much better.
Thank you again for all the acts of love and kindness in
this time of need. You all are greatly appreciated!!
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